“you can’t tell someone you love them &* then change your mind. - that’s not how it works. ~ *once you love someone, you’ll always love them. ; isn’t there a part of you that thinks of him for no reason?! …they’ll always in the back of your mind. ;  &+ no matter how much you love someone else, you’ll always love them too.”

” the world was made round so that if two people who are meant to be together should choose to take different paths in life, they would wrap around, and end up right back to each other to meet again.”

i don’t know why no matter what i can’t cut you out of my lifee. even if i’ve “moved on” , my mind hasn’t. i never know if i should trust you that this is going to be fixed because you’ve been saying it for almost 2 years but at the same time, if you’re calling me everynight maybe you’re being honest. you give me butterflies like we’re 15 & 16 again , when this all started. you tell me you love me every single day, you apologize for everything you’ve done without me even bringing it up, you hangout with me & never try anything, maybe i should trust you because if you’re not getting ass idn what else you could be using me for? .. you make my mind go crazy. i thought this was done, i moved on .. then you came back & i can’t say no. i tried to walk away & never look back but for whatever reason it feels impossible. i’ve known you for over 2 years & we’ve never stopped talking for over 3 months but i still smile when you text me, & get butterflies when i see you. you’re one person who i can’t get away from & you say the same thing. you just said thursday & you say constantly that you haven’t been with anyone else besides me & it doesn’t feel right with anyone else so you can’t imagine trying. now senior year is coming to a close, & we’ll be at different colleges, maybe this will all be fiixed, or maybe this is a sign that it’s not supposed to be. i don’t know much, i don’t have a solution .. all i know is there hasn’t been a single day in the past 2 years & 5 1/2 months that you haven’t crossed my mind. idn.